Mirrored Stranger

I look in my mirror, this stranger I see
Who is he that stares back at me
A familiar face but those eyes they pierce
They burn, they stare so fiery fierce

I fear what I have become
A stranger in my skin that's numb
My heart I once thought pure
How different am I to a whore

I am darkness once thought bright
My soul yearns to be free of its night
Once broken, twice shattered
Can I break these chains that fetter

Who am I that stares back at me
Who am I that stares back at me

As I sit here at 11:37pm my mind ponders the events of recent months. How much I wanted to just let things slide but yet listened to the darkness within me that wanted revenge and wanted to hold on to anger because of my so called rights. In the calmness that I occassionally have I realise that I am still in love. But what is love that is not reciprocated?

I find myself being assailed by the memories of all that has happened. A very quiet voice says forgive her and start anew but I am so afraid. I don't want to make anymore mistakes ... I can't afford to. I've made far too many in such a short span of time.

Papa, how do I make things right? Please help me make things right with the person that I love. Can she ever love me? Lord am I the right person for her? What do YOU want from me? I want to do the right thing ... help me do the right thing because the right thing matters. Very much.

Here's to thoughts that echo in the still of the night. May they make a difference when the dawn breaks.

Juwita Suwito & Friends LIVE @ Alexis Bistro


Hi everyone, keep your evenings free this weekend as my biz partner Juwita hits Alexis Bistro once again. Titled Juwita Suwito & Friends, Ju will also be joined by Christine Chin on vocals and backed by the able quartet of Alena Tan, Hiro, Tony Leo & Wagner. Admission is free but table bookings are exclusive for diners only. Details for this weekend's performance are as follows:

Date: 28 & 29 September 2007
Venue: Alexis Bistro, Great Eastern Mall, Ampang
Time: 10:30pm to 1:00am

For more information give the folks over at Alexis a call at +603 4260 2288. You can also reach them on the web by mailing them at info@alexis.com.my. I'll be there too so if any of you are there do say hi.

Cheers!